lifetime away

I'm unfit to be a general worker.

I can't regard temporary work as a filler. 

Because it's nonsense.

After all, 

through some action I realized that the action is not for me.

To begin with doing so brings nothing about with my future.

In my character, 

I don't like keep in step with surrounding.

If that is the case naturally enough I am rejected from the community.

The things isn't bad but hard.

Well

Lifestyle is not one. 

It's same that it must manage by oneself.

Not only past but now I have done so, and also future.

Need not enjoy on compromise already. 

The easy ruin my life.

High-sounding ideas are not said.

Ahhh.....

Force, give me force...........